SIGH.....

Work soon, not looking forward to it.  When will I find a job that i look forward to doing daily, even just a little bit.  That would be so nice.  I don't know what the next step is going to be but I hope its a step in the right direction this time.  I feel sometimes like I'm wandering in an aimless circle just waiting for myself to sumble upon it instead of figuring out what i want (which I cant seem to get a grasp on)  and going to it.  I'll figure it out eventually.

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